我还是爱着你, 你还是冷处理...

"我还是爱着你, 你还是冷处理; 我还是爱着你, 我仍无法前进; 你是我的秘密..."

Whenever I listen to this Chinese song, I would think of you.
That day, the first day we went for Karaoke together, you were sad and in pain, because you broke up with your second boyfriend.

That day I brought my girlfriend as well. Of course, she didn't know the story. Nothing at all...

However, the sad love songs you sang that hard, they were all imprinted in my head.

Since that day, I started to search for those songs, including this one, which I love most, for now...

Whenever I listen to the songs, they bring me into a sadness mood. I started to know how it feels like, when you love someone who cannot being loved.

It's too late. 2 weeks, you will head to U.K and proceeding your further studies.

I miss you tonight... I miss you... Even I know I can't. I can't live like that anymore. This is insane and not fair to my girlfriend. I hate myself, again...