It's been a very long long time since I wrote my last blog on other blog sites.

Out of sudden, I have a mood to create a new one as my further blog updates.

To whoever may concern, this blog is set up for private purpose.

Before reading my blogs, I would like to do a simple introduction.

My name is Bryan, born in 1994, currently studying at Taylor's University. I am Chinese.

I love electronic products - computers, smartphones, tablets, you name it.

I am very loyal to Razer brand. I love to collect different Razer products, from wearables to accessories. I am a kind of a huge fan.

For idols will be Girls' Generation (Korean Girls Group), Hardwell (EDM DJ), and Jay Chou (Chinese Singer).

I have a complicated life. I can be a pathological liar or a really nice guy.

I am currently in a relationship. However, I do have feelings to a special girl.

Now, if you are interested to read my first post, it is about this special girl, of course, only for now...

But I don't know how long it will last.



Happy reading, enjoy.

Friday, August 21, 2015

First thing first...

After days and weeks passed by, I have thought very clearly. Few times, I really wanted to tell her everything. However, things have changed. I do know I have a girlfriend, but I just can't stop thinking about her. 

In fact, I do accept the fact that she might not thinks that this is necessary...
However, I really hope that she knows what I'm thinking. I know the consequences, she won’t need to promise me anything, and I do not expect I can change her mind. I don’t have that rights, and I will respect her actions and decisions. Probably, for her, the things I would like to tell maybe is the last thing she won’t want to know. 

I just don't have the guts to change the story. I can't be irresponsible and just dump my girlfriend like that. She is innocent and loyal, the problem is only me...

I really miss her so much, it's almost a month I don't chat with the girl. I've unfollowed and unfriend her from all social networks. I'm trying hard, very very hard, to keep her out of my sight, and mind... But of course, I fail every time...

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