Flashback...

XXX,

I realised I had more chances to have a date with you (called it date, or whatever, don’t get me wrong yet.). Do you know, that period of time was the most precious time for me; I appreciate that very, very much. I was wondering that, you respected me as a close friend, a listener or whatever reason you thought best fit for every specific moment that you spent with me, I should repay you the same, willed to free my time slots for you. Things should be that simple, as you wished I think. But, unfortunately I lost the game because I did not follow the rules. Whenever I spent time with you, I tried very hard to resist myself. The days we spent at clubs and bars though were not really the best thing should be memorable, but I loved it. Not because of the events, the drunks or dances, all of them originated from the moment we spent together, those days were the only the closest I could be with you. I love to see you stay around me.